well... being student director kind of went down the drain. which sucks! im still technical director but all im doing as the student director is cleaning the scenes. (in other words i don't actually "direct" at all) im "student advisor".
my job is good. nothing very exciting. i got my first paycheak. only 97 dollars. i only worked 15 hours though. i get my next one tomorrow. that one better be bigger! i worked twenty-four hours in just one week.
banquet and prom will be here before i know it. (and i got my favorite dress ripped right out from under my nose) (stupid jessica and us being the same person!)
WOW! my life sucks right now.
i sent in my application for tarleton 2 days ago. i dont know what im going to do if i don't get in. i have no back up school. thats the only place i want to go. ...well that and A&M, but if i can't get into tarleton then i can't get into A&M.
i want sleep!
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**i miss my brothers.**
4 comments:
Hi Sweetie,
Sorry you're in a funk. I've learned - sometimes life sucks and sometimes life rocks! And if we did'nt have to go through the "sucky times", we would never fully appreciate the great times. My heart will be with you through all the times. Just know you are very smart, very beautiful and very, very loved.
Lots of hugs.
I miss and love you bunches.
PK
Hey Cara,
Well, let me start off by saying I miss you too. I can't wait to have you up here. Hopefully by the time you come we will have a house.
I know that your life may not be going as planned but I want you to step back for a sec and look at something. Not to be concieted, but me. My life is deffinately not going as planned. I left my family behind to come live in a wierd northerner state. I left a good job for no job. I had money, maybe not much, but if you look at my bank account now it reads 0.00, not good. But i stopped at took some time with God, and now look. I'm about to open up my own business. A business that has the potential to take me to financial freedom like I have never known. God shut a lot of doors on me and I could have given up. But instead I turned to him and let him guide me and he opened the biggest door of my life.
So i guess what I'm saying is no matter how many doors close, God has his door wide open for you and he is waiting to open the one that he wants to lead you down. I love you so much, but more importantly God loves you soo much more. Don't miss his door because you are too busy watching the other ones shut.
Ok,well I know it may not be what you wanted to hear but trust him. He deffinately knows what he is doing.
I love you and miss you!!!!
well if you nees to talk I'm here for you. I lvoe you. Have a great day.
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